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Sunday, December 24

23rd December.

amazing how things twist and turn out well. haha.

belle. youcai. cheekean. jinglin. jay. jianting. and the rest.. thanks so much! really was a pleasant surprise for me eh! didn't expect it at all and was almost about to give up and disappointed. i really miss you guys at my place.. those good old days. =) haha inspire me to plan a good fey day for all of you once more. heh. please drop by more often! i will stock up more food for you all de.

to mum: thanks for the nice simple celebration this morning. i think the turtles are really cute! haha. just like the picture, i'm on top of your head. thanks for singing to me more than once today. thanks for even rushing here and there. thanks for everything. =P

to cass ong: i know you're far far away from me right now but i know your wishes are just right beside me. thanks for the well wishes in the mail and i miss you eh! miss my birthday ah and you say you'll pay up for it! i shall await and see hah.

and to wenqi jinglin yixin mum gohchern sandie yuting jianting huishan chinhao kevin vennie charissa christina alicia yingqin jinglin awyong youcai cheekean wendy dennis.. dad & bro.. thanks so much for the well wishes! =]

above all, thank you God. without you, there will be no me. =D

Heli Dont ask me why 1:33 AM

Sunday, December 17

ooooops!

this is terrible hah so long didn't touch this blog! walala.
christmas is here! and my goodness i've just listed out who i'll be buying and it amounted up to 40 le leh! wo de tian. gonna be super broke la! but hah some i intend to buy le but wonder how i'm going to meet up with some of you. =X

lalala. i'm just crapping craPPING CRAPPING!

Heli Dont ask me why 10:49 PM

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.: Thoughts :.

I know i have to let you go..

Everyone tells me this is so...

See, my life has stopped since

You passed away

Sometimes i can't bear it

Even for one more day..

Thoughts of you consume me

Every second of everyday

I just want it back you know

The way things used to be...

In my life you held the key

And now i have just your memory

And though this is not enough for me

This is how it has to be...

I need to laugh again without feeling guilty

You aren't here...

I feel so alone & full of tear

It's so terribly hard when all that's

Left is tears...

Mum, i wish you are here

Just plainly listening to me...

I promise to keep you safe

Where you have always been of course

In my heart, that's the place...